Little Girls

I'm so exited! I really do love my friend more than anyone else. The first thing he did when he came over was start talking about buying food cause there's never any at my house. The way he works he never makes me eat I said I'd pass on pizza and he was fine, but after a while of watching me starve he'll ask me to eat something because he's worried about me and cares about me. He never forces me though its awesome. I get to go another whole day without food! I didn't lose as much weight as I wanted to cause I stopped limiting myself on how much juice I drink but atleast I didn't eat anything.
I found a new cranberry juice that's my new favorite, cranberry black cherry (130 cals)

If you start drinking cranberry juice which I highly recomend cause it keeps all the liquids your taking in from making you bloat, you need to know what kind to get.
There's two kinds, one is plain cranberry juice cocktail. Do NOT drink this it has added sugar and way too many cals. The second is cranberry juice mixed with another flavor. Its best if you pick one with lower cals but picks whatever tastes the best to you. Also, ALWAYS mix with Lots of ice so you think your drinking more juice than you really are. The more water and less juice the better.

I have a feeling ill probably end up eating tomorrow but ill get away with as little food as posible.

Backbone

Fourth day of no food and I'm losing weight way faster than I thought I would. My butt is pleasantly concaved and my spine and ribs show way more on my back. My stomachs finally concaving too. Also my belt was always really tight and I just went down a size and its not even tight on me! Still have a lot of weight to lose but I'm wearing my tightest skinny jeans and my favorite black band t and they look rad now that I've lost weight!
Ill keep you all posted.

Pens And Needles

Okay I'm posting directions for anyone who's interested in trying a Saltwater Flush. I would definitly try this laxatives and purging still leave you feeling bloated and ishy most the time, Salwater Flushes leave you feeling empty refreshed and energetic.

Get a jug with four cups of lukewarm water, and mix two teaspoons of Sea Salt (this is the best choice of salt for the flush) Wait untill the water cools so its easier to drink. You'll find it really hard to drink it but you have a whole half hour to swallow it all so keep at it! After drinking lay on your RIGHT SIDE for a half hour so it can go through. After about an hour you'll have to use the potty frequently for some time. Its only unpleasant for a while then it feels AMAZING!! Make sure though you have no where to go or no company for several hours so it can all come out.

Picking up my friend in the morning, wish me luck on fasting around him! Thankfully I don't think we're eating out, that's when its most obvious.

Ill let you know how its going soon!

Let It Infold You

Making fast progress, my hipbones and ribs are really surfaced now, just skin over them no fat. All I have to do is keep this up and ill be back to ninety in no time! Its gonna be really hard when my friend comes this week though he knows about my ed and cares a lot about me ill do my best to hide it but he knows me really well...
Stay strong!

Lost, So Lost

I'd lose weight so much faster if I cut out the juice, and I'm past getting hunger pangs and cravings so I thought I'd explain why I drink it. The grapfruit juice (90 cals) speeds your metabolism, and the cranberry juice (140 cals) works as an diuretic. Its not good drinking tons of water to lose weight if your just bloated with water, the cran juice stops the water from building up in you body so I'm addicted. Its also good to try to keep your metabolism working to burn calories but that won't happen if your not taking any in. I shouldn't be drinking the mountain dew so much 1 can is 170 cals, but I'm taking in about 400 cals every day all in liquids. Could be worse I guess...

Lunacy Fringe

I've doing rather good, taking off the ishy healthy weight my family and friends made me gain. I haven't eaten in two days, just lots of water, cranberry juice, grapefruit juice, and a mountain dew when I feel like I've earned it. I just did my first saltwater flush last night, against the directions that say to do it in the morning. I couldn't finnish the water though cause I was shaking and starting to through up but thankfully it worked anyways. After a half hour everything came out I was visiting the potty every eight minutes for several hours. It cleaned me out compleetly and got rid of all the junk leaving me thin and pleasantly empty, laxatives don't even begin to compare! Ill never purge again this is way better. The only side effect I didn't like was an unquenchable thirst afterwards but since I only drink liquids its no big deal.

The Fake Sound Of Progress...

I've just recently been found out. I was ninety pounds and Anorexic/Bulimic for over two years. Being quiet and keeping to myself made so nobody noticed as I dropped pound after pound, then I got busted and everyone started constantly asking "Did you eat? What did you eat? How much did you have? Bla bla bla..." I gained weight and earned fake trust, everyone thinks I'm over it but I gained for a reason, now everyones done worrying about me. I stopped eating, and the beauty of it is everybodys so busy worrying about themselves that nobodys noticed. I'm going lower than ever this time. It feels amazingly good so far, my beloved emptiness. I never feel hunger anymore, I'm way past that. I still have some ishy "healthy weight" but its going away quickly.

I have lots of Ana tips and advice so feel free to ask for some.