Woe

I've missed this blog so much I would've written more but I was afraid my friend would discover this and make me get rid of it (scary thought I'd die without this!!!) I was diagnosed with manic depression, which explains a Lot. My friend asked me to start trying to eat two meals a day. I've been finding all the loopholes and excuses to not eat I can but I feel so incredibly fat right now. I was doing really good now I've been eating either a poptart, or a hotdog each day and both are loaded with calories. I feel compleetly obeese. He's leaving tomorrow though so the first thing I'm doing when he leaves is a flush then a really strict fast. No food or juice just water. I look disgusting now. Atleast I just got the runs without laxatives so a little less fat soakes into my disgusting body. So afraid to weigh myself now...

(Katty Kat Kloud)
Thanks so much for the support, believe me I really need it right now. If your eating only once a day I suggest you chose fruit with as much water content as possible, watermellon Is the best coice. A little food will leave your tummy begging for more but watermellon leaves you feeling empty and hydrated, making avoiding a binge so much easier. Keep me posted on your weight loss journey! You guys are me best thinspo ever!